God makes all things beautiful in His time
Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Hey my beloved ones,

Here's wishing you all a blessed Christmas (: How was your celebrations? i hope it was special to each and everyone of you.

There's something which i have to tell you guys that's why i pulled myself out of bed just to type this out. so here goes....

Lots have been happening the past few weeks and everything happens really quickly! I am so proud of all of you.You guys did so well on saturday night. You looked fabulous good as well, not to mention when u guys dance, it was really "SOME DANCE" ( familiar?charlotte's web..'some pig') hah. When we went for ice cream supper, the joy of the fellowship we shared continued to warm my heart. I really give thanks for what we share because it came with a lot of faith and prayer to get to where we are today. what i will always rmb is the time that we gathered in that kindergarten room to worship and prayed, i really knew that God delights in what we have to offer to Him as long as He comes first. so let's continue to remember how u felt when u were in that room and remember how happy Our Father was.

Sadly, i was down physically on christmas eve at around 8 plus, and suddenly everything came crashing down. With all honesty, i kept praying and asking God to heal me completely because i wanted to be there in church dancing with u guys on christmas day. I never felt so afraid in that way before as i grew weaker by each visit to the toilet. I remember at one time, i was alone in the toilet, and i felt so sad that i wanted to cry in desperation because i wanted to be okay but i wasnt getting any better. But i guess i was so tired and i slowly gave up that spirit of fighting my sickly self that night. i recalled how i told my mom i dont need any doctor because my God heals...and i said that with so much conviction because i badly wanted to be with u all on christmas day. I was conversing with God through the hours...
in the end, i went to the doc to take a jab and get some medicine. But you know what, i still believe that He heals and i think i began to see the goodness of this whole incident.

I had to leave the christmas dance into His hands and to you guys to manage. While i was in bed, i kept wondering if u guys were dancing, and how i wished i cld just be there supporting all of you. And i have heard that everything went so well! frm the skit to the dance, i have heard this from many people. You guys really inspired others out there. and i am so proud of you (:
i just wanna say that if this dance ministry means something to you.... dont stop what you guys have been doing.. because u have touched the hearts of many out there and you have touched mine too. you guys bring me so much hope and joy and i wld never want to stop serving Him in this area if i could have you guys with me, catching that same vision. Through these months, god brought us closer and even multiplied our gifts(",) unknowingly, we inspire the people in our church too. They wished that their ministries were as bonded as ours and we bring them such hope to believe in us, to believe that God can do wonders. They are really giving us their fullest support which im already so thankful for...

There's this warm and fuzzy feeling in my heart now. It really brought me a smile on my face even though i miss christmas this year. usually, i wanted to make sure that christmas was special to me somehow... because it is indeed a season to rejoice about. i always wanted to spend it with people who really mean a lot to me. and to spend the day dancing with you guys who mean so much to me, u can imagine how excited i was! though, i may regret a lil in my heart cus it didnt come true, but i cant wait to watch the video, because it will still be special to me, knowing how you guys step up and still did so well!!! thank you all for ur lovely smses...though i may nt reply all, but be assured that i read it all with that warm fuzzy feeling in my heart. Through this, it really shows who cares (: and i just want to say i love u guys so much. and i hope christmas was indeed a special one for u, just as how it was kind of special to me in a way which i didnt expect... because of you, i have been blessed...

In God's love,
shauna